I read in the obituaries this morning that Woodrow Johnson died. He wasn't
the sort you thought of as dying of natural causes, but he did. It was a short
article with his picture, and he looked just as I remember him -- the only way I'd ever
seen him, in fact, because he always looked the same. He didn't look at all like a
detective really looks. His face was black with a white man's features, a long
narrow nose and a distinguished mustache in a squarish face. His snap-brim hat was
slightly back on his head, the way it always was, and the expression was the same too, a
poker-faced nonexpression that never gave you even a hint about what he was
thinking. I looked at that face staring back at me from the newspaper for a long
time, wondering if he ever knew the impact he had on my life. Of course he didn't;
he barely knew who I was. But if life is truly a series of milestones, he planted
one in mine. He planted it that warm summer night fifteen years ago, and on that
night I turned a corner forever. Now, looking back, the event had a definite
prelude, the incident at the Heartland Bank, which happened four years earlier.
Strange that it, too, was born of terrible violence; that it, too, was conceived by
Woodrow Johnson.
I was a new policeman when the Heartland Bank incident happened. I was
working on the paddy wagon in another district that day. My partner and I were
assigned to give what assistance we could, and when we arrived the excitement was about
over. There was a crowd outside the front door, and a young sergeant stopped talking
to reporters to take us aside and tell us what happened. Detective Woodrow Johnson
had been driving down Sacramento Street on his way into the station when he came upon an
hysterical woman screaming in the street. He quieted her enough to learn that a few
minutes before a deranged man walked into the bank with an automatic rifle and just
started shooting people. Johnson picked up the microphone, calm as you please, told
the dispatcher what he had, and said he was going in. Without waiting for help, with
his little five shot snub-nosed revolver, Woodrow Johnson went in to meet the crazy man
with the automatic weapon. What happened next was unclear. Woodrow somehow
surprised the guy with the rifle -- the "offender," as we referred to him -- and
ordered him to drop the gun. He whirled and fired at Woodrow, and Woodrow shot him
dead. The deranged man had killed five people, and several more wounded. The
sergeant told us all except the dead offender had been removed to a hospital.
I got a stretcher from the back of the wagon and went into the bank. Blood
was everywhere, dripped and splattered, and in one spot it was smeared across the blue
tile floor where someone had slipped in it. I tried hard to pretend it didn't bother
me, to pretend I saw this kind of thing every day, but I was afraid I was going to be
sick, and then I slipped and nearly fell myself when I stepped on an empty brass rifle
cartridge. I saw they were scattered everywhere. We found the offender in the
vault. He was wearing combat fatigues and camouflage paint on his face. His
eyes were only half closed and he seemed tranquil, like he'd just had a lobotomy, which I
suppose he had. He'd been shot several times, once right between his eyes. I
wondered exactly what kind of weapon the dead guy had used, since there was none to be
seen, and then something else bothered me, something which flashed dimly in my mind, but
then my partner spoke, and I lost what it was. Many years later it came to me: there
were no empty cartridge casings in the vault.
My partner wanted to know if the crime lab was going to take pictures before we
removed the body, so I went out into the lobby to find someone in charge. A woman
was standing in a corner, facing the wall, sobbing quietly. Another woman was being
led in by a patrolman when she stopped suddenly, staring at a pool of blood, and started
to scream, her fists pressed into her cheeks. The patrolman took her arm and said,
"Easy now, that ain't your husband's blood, ma'am." An odd thing to say, I
thought, but she quieted down.
Then, for the first time, I saw Woodrow Johnson. He was sitting at a loan
officer's desk, a 30-round assault rifle lying in front of him. The Deputy Commander
was sitting across from him in a narrow, armless chair. He looked like he was
applying for a loan. Woodrow's snap-brim hat was pushed back on his head and he was
leaning back in the chair, popping the empty shells from his revolver. While the
Deputy Commander talked, Woodrow fished five cartridges from a holder on his belt and
loaded each empty chamber. Then he carefully stood the five empty shell casings in a
line across the desk. He wore the only expression I ever saw on him: calm and
dispassionate. Bored, in fact.
Although I had not yet fallen prey to the cynicism that absorbs most policemen, I
would even then have denied having any heroes. I had become a policeman as a sort of
knight errant, eager to foster virtue, to extol justice, to slay the dragons of evil.
I was a missionary, and I truly feared nothing. It was only later, when I
came to know that the world did not hold much evil precisely because it did not contain
much good, when I realized there was little worth saving -- it was then that uncertainty
pried open the door to my soul, and fear crept in. But now the image of Johnson
sitting there, so perfectly cool and utterly selfless, was to me the epitome of what a
police officer should be.
That was the prelude. The major incident happened four years later, when I
was working in the detective division. I made detective fast, not because I was
particularly good, but because I was a college graduate and so was adept at passing tests.
Johnson worked out of Homicide, across the hall from my office, and on the midnight
shift we all had roll call together in the squad room. I never really knew him.
He always sat alone, impeccably dressed, and he performed a little ritual each
night, while the Lieutenant talked. He would take a white handkerchief from his
pocket and wipe it carefully across the toe of his immaculately shined shoes.
On the night of the incident I was out on the street in a one-man squad -- we
always worked alone on the midnight shift -- and I saw Woodrow just a few minutes before
it happened. I was waiting to turn right at a stop light when he pulled alongside.
He stared straight ahead, his face like some ancient sculpture chisled in onyx,
impassive in the blinking lights of Sanderson Boulevard. The light changed and I
made the turn, and it was less than a minute later when the call came in, a robbery in
progress in a deli about eight blocks away. I responded on the radio and when I
arrived at the scene a beat car was already there. One of the officers was standing
on the sidewalk in the midst of a group of grim-faced people, and he yelled to me that the
stickup man, wearing a green shirt and khaki pants, ran south. I headed south for a
block, giving this information to the dispatcher, then turned into an alley and cut my
lights. I turned down a perpendicular alley, cruising slowly. I couldn't see much,
but I avoided using my spotlight so as not to be seen. When I reached the mouth of
the alley I paused a moment, then drove out slowly, looking both ways down the sidewalk,
and I saw a figure in a green shirt, about a block away. I turned down the street in
his direction, feeling the excitement rise in my chest, lights still off, moving slowly so
as not to alarm him. I saw the other car with its lights off then, coming from the
opposite direction. The car stopped and its lights came on, and I saw Woodrow
Johnson get out, beckoning to the man in the green shirt. The man turned back,
walking in my direction. I flipped my lights on and he started back toward Woodrow,
who was standing in the middle of the street in front of his car. I didn't see the
man pull the gun; I saw the white flashes and heard the quick, flat reports as he fired at
Woodrow four times. Woodrow crouched and twisted sideways, jerking his arms up to
cover his face, knocking his hat off. I slammed on the brakes and started to shoot
from the open window but the man suddenly threw his pistol down on the pavement and he
thrust his hands straight up, yelling “Don't shoot me, I give up, don't shoot
me," and I glanced quickly up at Woodrow. He had not been hit. He bent
over very slowly to pick up his hat and became inordinately involved in brushing it off.
I was holding my gun on the man and told him to place both his hands on top of his
head, but he ignored me. He was watching Woodrow brush off his hat, staring with a
wild, primitive terror I did not understand. "I give up, please don't kill
me," he said, and he started to tremble, a long darkening shaft growing down one pant
leg where he urinated on himself. Woodrow put his hat on. He walked over to
the man, drew his revolver, and shot him five times. Then Woodrow spoke, very
quietly.
"Now motherfucker," he said. "Now you give up,
motherfucker."
Woodrow didn't say a word to me. He didn't even acknowledge I was
there. I walked back to my car and picked up the microphone, but I didn't know what
to say. I looked at the man lying in the street, his legs twisted the way they are
when a man dies before he falls, and then I looked at Woodrow, popping the empty shells
out of his revolver and standing them in a line on the hood of his car. I called the
dispatcher and told him to send an ambulance, that we apprehended the offender and he was
shot. I told him that he fired at Detective Johnson, and that Detective Johnson
returned the fire.
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